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It seems like there's blood
all around now.
While walking down 18th street
a few days ago, I passed a DC police car pulled into an alley, with its
roof lights whirligigging silently. Far down the alley I thought I saw
a few people standing around, but didn't bother to pause long enough to
take in the scene. Almost immediately I spied blood on the sidewalk. A
few dark red drops here and there, it made a clear trail that I followed
with mild fascination. It didn't look copious amount of blood, but if
the person who had left the trail had been running, it might have been
coursing at a somewhat perilous rate. The trail expanded into a small
pool, then curved in through the door of a hardware store. Here the blood
was smeared, walked or run upon.
It seemed likely someone had
exited the hardware store bleeding for some reason. I considered that
my emergency medical skills might be needed, but intuitively rejected
the idea. Cops were here; the people hanging around the store looked calm
and unconcerned; I hadn't seen any signs of a person in need; and overall
the scene looked like the calm mopping-up phase after the ambulance has
left. I don't know how I knew this, but I felt certain I had no role here.
I hope I was right.
Then, in a small town in West
Virginia, a small red puddle in the street. Fresh, but with no other sign
that anything unusual had happened there.
Then, as we walked up to a
bar tonight, an telephone pole plastered with posters and smeared with
the unmistakable shade of recently dried blood. It looked like someone
had finger-painted with the stuff. It extended in wide swathes and tiny
curlicues over the wrinkling paper surface of ads for local clubs, events,
yard sales. There was a surprising amount of blood there.
And patients, of course. Certain
kinds of wounds just bleed and bleed. I don't mind it soaking through
cloth or towels as much as I do when it trickles down faces, necks or
chests. There is something awful in a bright bead of blood sliding along
flesh, leaving a vivid red slug-trail in its wake. Maybe because I know
it's warm and tickles a little bit, like a feather or a kiss.
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